I Know This Means Something

Everyone always has those days where we have a sudden epiphany. You might be driving down the street, or sitting out somewhere, where there is no one that keeps distracting you. You are paying attention to the road or to nothing, just alone with your thoughts. When you reach that moment of thinking where you go over what you do and why you do it you often get that feeling of either satisfaction, indifference, or panic. Some people will be happy to realize that everything they do is for something and has a meaning. Those people might make themselves happy or others happy. At the end they are satisfied with what they do and with the meaning that their life and actions have. Then, there are the indifferent people. They don't mind their life like it is. Yeah, sometimes it must suck but they deal with it. They might not find meaning in all of their actions  but they know that there are some in between that do. To them, they are not sure if there is meaning in something but they won't take the extra step to figure it out. Let it come to them if there is, if not then oh well. Lastly, we have our panickers. The people who left alone in their thoughts will panic because they realize that what they are doing has no direction. Sometimes they over analyze things to the point where they have no distinction on what is enjoyable and what is not. They do not know if something means something, if they do not see it right infront of them then they won't believe it. They do not know what to do with themselves and if you do not know what to do with yourself, how can you know things have meaning or not? If you have not found your individual meaning?
I am probably way off, or wrong in most of this. But I do not care, or mind, because it is something I think of often. Something that somehow makes sense to me. I often have those days where I am alone with my thoughts and I just think. Every time this happens I go over events that have happened to me and I think to myself, "This happened for a reason. The reason might not be explained right now, but maybe it will be later on. But this has a reason." If you believe something happens for a reason then you must know it means something. Everyone has to know something means something in their life, some come to the realization sooner than others but it happens. You just have to wait.